August 3rd, 2003

Colors and Light

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God I must smell really bad by now. Urk. I'm halfway through Wigfield now. Damn good book. Damn good. Heh, I keep fantasizing about what a great couple Sebastian and Steve would make. *sigh* What the fuck is wrong with people? Life is very frustrating right now. With Josh&Mandy and the cleanliness thing and school time moving in ever closer. DAMMIT. I feel like crying. That would be good. Crying is always fun....my problems are stupid. All of them. I'm kind of sad that the OCD is almost completely gone now. I haven't taken my Paxil all summer and I feel fine. I'm sad now. I wanna be depressed. I miss it. How fucked up is that? Wow. I must be so annoying. But I don't hate myself. Dammit, why don't I hate myself??? Fucking....brain. LEAVING NOW, SHUT IT BIATCH.
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Colors and Light

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I saw Tomb Raider 2 today. I was action-packed indeed. Towards the end, it was actually okay, which is nice, seeing as how I usually hate action movies. Actually, I only went to see it for one reason. Chris Barrie. Chris Barrie covered in dirt. Mmmmmmmmmmmm.........oh that was nice. (in my head as I wrote that - Franknfurter: "But isn't it nice?!") Good god I'm a freak. Oh, but I love being one. Bring on the crazy! Oh gosh, it's been ages since I've watched Donnie Darko. I shall do that RIGHT NOW. Fare thee well, LJ, my dear dear friend.
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