Isn't it strange - the many ways in which depression can manifest itself. It's been so long since I've been genuinely depressed that I don't really know how to handle it. Life is odd, eh? I know I should really see a psychiatrist or something, but my mood's been changing so often that whenever I get that urge, it's gone within a few minutes. Talk about self-destructive. I just hope I can restrain myself from doing anything horrible, you know? It's felt like I've been on the verge of a breakdown for weeks. Oh well, I'm sure I'll think of something.